Monday, February 25, 2013

Educating Backward

I think that in many cases education happens backward, that is, people are taught to emulate results rather than taught the fundamentals which lead to said results.  In my own experience, I have seen this in elementary schools, in the teaching of music and sports, and also in education that happens at church.  I suspect it that it applies to other realms of education as well.

As a student of education, I have recently taken a course in math education from a constructivist point of view, that dramatically altered my thinking on how math ought to be taught to elementary students.  I have become convinced through research and proven statistics that when children are taught a formula for multiplying 2 digit numbers, for example, their minds, in a sense, turn off, and they go through the motions of carrying and borrowing, and arrive at a result that is hopefully to the teacher’s liking.  The student, however, could never explain why those particular steps were employed, and could certainly never do the multiplying without a pencil and paper.  They are able to produce the results, however, and so all parties are happy.  This repeated ignorant computation in all variety of math problems, however, invariably leads to the child becoming one of thousands upon thousands who truly believe they are “bad at math.”  They are bad at math only because they were never given the opportunity to really learn it.

When taking piano lessons students are taught that particular symbols correspond to particular keys, and they learn through memorization and lots and lots of practice to be able to see a conglomeration of notes and spontaneously press each of the represented keys on the piano, followed by more and more of these sequences making up an entire musical piece.  Often, however, the student is not taught why those particular notes show up together so often, or why certain notes never show up in a particular piece of music.  They simply see symbols, and press corresponding keys, like any competent robot would.  If, however, the student is taught the whys of it all, then they may be able to do more than simply see and regurgitate, but they may be able to create.  They may be able to improvise.  They may be able to embellish. 

When I was in middle school I joined a girls basketball team and along with the onslaught of drama that accompanies all activities with middle school girls, I was shortly introduced to “plays.”  We had a play for this and a play for that.  When the other team had an exceptionally accurate 3-point shooter we would run one play and when the score was close we had another.  When there was a fast point guard we would run these plays and when there was a tall center we would run those.  The problem was, and I see this clearly now in hind sight, that the point of the game became sticking to those plays.  We focused more on keeping to the code of the play than on getting the ball in the net.  Our team did not do very well, and it was not for lack of effort.  We didn’t have the fundamentals of the game.

We like results and we like to get them fast.  We take shortcuts, and end up with results that are fake and meaningless.  I believe we do this in teaching Christianity to children as well.  We teach our children that a good Christian spends time doing these things and not those, dresses this way and not that, goes to that place and not this, says this word and not that one, and keeps company with these people and avoids those.  Now, we may say that it is because we love God and want to please Him that we do these things, but do we teach children to fall in love with God?  Do we honestly love Him ourselves?  Or are we just accomplished actors?

We like results and convince ourselves that they must be evidence of something true, something authentic, but how often are we merely artists using a “paint by number” canvas?  If the fruit we produce is the point of it all, then at some point we will realize that it is empty and pointless, and certainly not fun.  And we will probably leave the church – or we’ll stay and be miserable.

So how do we teach the fundamentals?  What even are the fundamentals of the faith, and can they even be taught?  How does a child of God disciple another child of God? 

I deeply desire to grow in my knowledge of these things.  I think the answer probably lies in the study of Jesus’ earthly ministry.  Jesus was a teacher, and He was perfect.  How did Jesus teach?
·       Jesus shared His life with his pupils spending every waking moment with them, building relationships with them.  I have to ask myself as a teacher, do I share my life with my students, or are they only receivers of information to me?  Do they know about the experiences in my life that have led me to the convictions I now share with them?  Or do they assume I tell it to them merely because it was told to me?  Maybe I do.
·      Jesus taught by example.  He used every opportunity to show them truth and live it before them.  It’s one thing, as a teacher, to say what you have rehearsed at home and written in your lesson plan, but do I live it out when pandemonium erupts in the classroom? 
·      Jesus used stories.  I think we underestimate the value of a story in western culture.  Stories represent life, and can tie concepts to reality in a way that no other form of pedagogy can.  I think we tend to be very good at using Bible stories to teach children lessons, (a very good thing!), but how often do we use stories from our own lives?  I think children benefit immensely from knowing about the inner struggles and joys that authentic Christians experience as they walk through life, and they only get this if we tell them our stories.
·      He used scripture constantly.  Do relevant verses roll off my tongue when a child tells me something that causes them fear or sadness?  What about when children are arguing, or when I am frustrated with the class for not listening?  The word of God is powerful and transformative, and I know that I all but completely neglect it’s usefulness for teaching.

I want to think some more on this, definitely study the teaching of Christ more closely.  As I think about teaching my own children someday, I want to grow in understanding of how to foster love in my children, rather than to merely require loving actions. 

Saturday, February 16, 2013

My Lightning Bolts

As Derek and I have been taking steps toward overseas missions in the past year, I've thought that at some point we should begin a blog to keep people interested in our ministry up to date.  I'm not sure whether it would be better to do that on a separate site.  I feel like that would make it too complicated for me, though, so for now I'm thinking I'll take the easier route.  Maybe I'll change the color scheme...

We've been preparing the past month or so for our church's missions conference, and I've been learning about several missionary "greats" in the process: Gladys Alward, Samuel Morris, John Patton, and Amy Carmichael.  In hearing these people's stories, I am fascinated to learn not only how God used them in remote parts of the world, but about how God brought them into that ministry.

As a little girl I had read about missionaries (more on that later) and occasionally a missionary family would visit our church and speak about their ministry or show slides with pictures of their everyday lives overseas.  And I always assumed that God had sent them a lightning bolt, or grown them from different stock than the rest of us.  How else would one come to be a missionary?  Occasionally you hear the story about the grandmother who prays everyday that her grandson will become a missionary, and so that, I supposed, could do it as well.  In my life I don't think it was any of these things, though.

When I was in 2nd or 3rd grade my mother bought a series of historical fiction books for me to read.  I hated reading for the most part at that point in my life, and viewed it as a task to check off so that I could get on to the more exciting things in life.  Like Barbie dolls.  But these books, the "Trailblazer Series" they were called, opened a new chapter in my relationship to books.  I loved them.  They presented mystery, suspense, and adventure, and I could always understand what was going on!  On top of all of that, they were about missionaries.  I'm sure I patted myself on the back for that to some degree. 

Parents, if you do not want your children to fly to a foreign country some day as a missionary, don't allow them to read the books in the Trailblazer Series.  Yes, they are historical fiction in that they are told through the eyes of a usually fictitious child, but the stories hold pretty true to fact with regard to the child's interaction with the missionary featured in each book.  These books created in me a fascination with missionary work and tangible nature of God's work in the lives of His children who walk by faith.  These books set the platform, I believe, for my desire to become a missionary.

The event that solidified in my mind the desire to become a missionary, was my father's participation in a short term mission trip when I was around 11 years old.  That's right, it wasn't I who went on the missions trip - it was my father.  Parents, if you don't want your children to be interested in missionary work, don't go on a short term missions trip.  In taking that trip, my father showed me that people like us could be involved in missionary work.  It's not just people in books, or people who speak at conferences, or preach.  It's people like us too. 

When my father came back from that trip he told us about how there were so many groups of people who wanted to hear the gospel, and even wrote letters pleading for a missionary to be sent to them.  He told us stories about whole tribes of people who had come to know Jesus, casting aside the fear and darkness they had lived in for centuries, because a missionary family was willing to go and tell them.  I admit that at that point the idea of foreign missions was definitely a big glamorized in my mind, and I saw it as a fun adventure as well as incredibly important work that must be done.  But this is how God chose to put the desire in my heart.

There were obviously many other things along the way that God has used to point me in the direction He has for me, as he has done for Derek as well, but these were the first things.  These were my lightning bolts: some children's books and a trip my dad took.  You never know what the Holy Spirit will use in your life, or in the life of your children. 

Friday, February 15, 2013

A Radient Moment

It's amazing how dramatically the weather can affect one's mood.  After quite a few rainy days in a row, I was struck, yesterday, by how wonderful life felt in the sunlight.  I felt like I would be happy to do anything in the world in that bright cheery weather.

I thanked God for the reminder of His presence, and then wondered about whether this was a small measure of what will transpire in my heart when I get to heaven.  I imagine the brightest, cheeriest day here will seem dark and gloomy when compared with heaven's radiance.  Hearts will leap with joy at the mere sight of it I'm sure.

This morning my Bible study directed me to read 2 Corinthians 3:18.  Don't you love it when God teaches you something in a variety of different ways all at the same time?

"And we, who with unveiled faces all reflect the Lord’s glory, are being transformed into his likeness with ever-increasing glory, which comes from the Lord, who is the Spirit."

Perhaps I, too, can radiate God's glory.  I shall pray for this.

Monday, February 11, 2013

Not only Key Moments

I've been reading C. S. Lewis quite a bit lately...  I had the privilege of going to a theatrical rendition of "The Screwtape Letters" recently, and became interested in reading other works of his.  In the past couple of weeks I've enjoyed reading both "The Great Divorce" and "Till We Have Faces."  Tonight I ventured into the rain and and darkness to the public library in search of more Lewis books, and I came across his sci-fi series, which I'm looking forward to reading, as I always enjoy that sort of creativity in literature, and also a tiny little book called, "Made For Heaven." 

I've always loved reading about and imagining heaven.  One summer while on a missions trip I read Joni Eareckson Tada's book, "Heaven," and I found it quite profound and uplifting (read my Xanga post about it here).  I have also enjoyed reading Randy Alcorn's books, "Heaven" and "Heaven for Kids."  Reading books like these makes me long for heaven, and seems to render brief adjournment from my preoccupation with myself (both my "virtues" and shortcomings).  As I was thinking about how good it is for my perspective on life to meditate on God and His plan for me like this, the thought came to me that perhaps this is part of why God has not yet given me children.  As a young married woman without children I am constantly told that I should cherish the life I have now (before children come along and start taking up all of my time), and of course I believe what they say is true (although I'm sure also that were I someone whose children had grown and left me I could say the same thing back to them and it would be an equally profound reminder), though I still wonder, often, why it is that God's plan for me right now involves infertility.  I know that it is His perfect plan, and that there is most definitely a reason, if not many, and I can't help thinking that if I knew those reasons, it would be easier to rest in His plan. 

So... all this to say, that I think one reason perhaps I have been called to the life that I have currently, is so that I might fall deeper in love with Him through the things I read.

Not only is this moment of my life a key moment, but this phase of my life is key as well.

Wednesday, January 16, 2013

Came across an archive...


I just came across an old "newspaper" that Kelly, David, Christy, and I made when we were little.  Various headlines, drawings, and articles are pasted onto a cut up paper grocery bag.  Apparently I was the editor.  I have laughed so hard reading it, so I must share...

About Freckels
Freckels are ugly.  Some are dark brown some are light brown.  A few freckles on your nose isn't bad but if they're all over your face it looks disgusting.  There isn't one advantage to having freckles.  Some people think they look cute but they are grose.  That is the way freckles are. by David Barton   

10 Advantages to Having freckles
1. Camoflauge.  If you are running away from a bad guy in the woods, they won't be able to see you as good as if you didn't have freckles.  You are more brown so therefore blend in
2.  They ward off cheek pinchers
3. They ward off prospective daters
4. Some consider them cute
5. They help you not to burn as easily in the sun
6. They help moles blend in
7. A face without freckles is like a night without stars
8. Mommy looks beautiful with them
9. why not have them
10. People won't notice it as much when your face is dirty.
  - Kelly

Poles
The Editor, Laura, is competent - No: Dad, Laura, Christy; Yes: Mom, Kelly, David
What Moostracks for desert - Yes: Kelly, David, Christy, Laura; No - Mom

10 Advantages to Having Big Feet
1. More Cheese
2. Better balance
3. Better for kicking
4. Better for picking up things with your toes
5. Helpful excuse in certain situations
6. Bigger shoes
7. You can crush things easier
8. Bigger toe nail clippings so if you drop it you can see it better
9. You get to write articles like thas.
10. You can jump higher
11. Better foot-eye coordination

  - Laura and Kelly

Double U, EE, AA, TE, ACH, EE, ARE spells weather.  100% chance of sunshine, %50 chance of rain.

Questions: answers
Q: Why do children like games but not work? - David
A: Because work accomplishes something. - Kelly

Q: Why do babies grow so fast? - Christy
A: They eat 24 hours a day & night too. - Kelly

Q: How are creampuffs born? - writer's Identity not to be revealed for security reasons

Q: Why do people ask such werd questions? - Laura
A: What Kind of a weird question is that? - Kelly

Letters To The Editor

Dear Editor
One thing I don't like about your newspaper operation is that you are the editor and not Kelly.  One thing I do like about your newspaper operation is that you hired me.  From David

Dear Editor
I like the picture of you.  love Christy

To the Editor
This newspaper is ridiculous!  I don't know why the brilliant genious Kelly ever signed up for this job.
Things I don't like
1. It only comes out once a month
2. Some of the writers don't know what they're talking about.  Ex. David thinks freckles are ugly.  Well it just so happens that I've got lots of them!  His article was insulting.  I like freckles.  Why - because it is fun picking on people with freckles.  Love, Kelly

Short Story :)
Once upon a time there was a little boy named Ju.  He lived in a little cottage in the woods.  He had a little cat named Leo.  Leo was a big trouble maker.  He killed mice.  He killed rats.  He killed birds.  He was a big flab and very hairy.  He was little.  His mother was lost from when he was 3 months old.  The End.  by Christy 

Hello!
This is me, Kelly.  All who want to subscribe to the newspaper let Kelly or Laura know.  They go out monthly.  Donations requested for this brief but extroardinary and exciting 1st edition.


*All spelling and punctuation has been transcribed accurately to reflect that of the original document.

Thursday, January 10, 2013

Feeling Guilty?

Someone shared with me today that they wished they felt more emotion regarding what Jesus went through to pay for our sin.  This is something I have felt at times myself.  When I recognize some sin I have just committed, though I know in my head that that action put Jesus on the cross and drove the nails into His hands, I am somehow able to move on after a brief moment of repentance, and go about my day, as if no one was affected by my action but me.  Shouldn't I feel more shame?  How can I be so unfeeling?  I have questioned this at times, and wondered what is wrong with me.

But are we called to feel shame and regret?  Can lack of emotion be a sin?  Or would beating myself up over my short comings only be another subconscious attempt to pay for my own sins?

I was talking about this with Derek tonight, and while I don't know that it's all crystal clear in my mind or anything, I now believe that somehow Christ's victory over sin in my life is also victory over shame and guilt.  While I do regret my sin, and therefore confess it openly to my Heavenly Father, it has been paid for in full, and so any feeling of shame or guilt that I try to put on myself is only my own attempt to share some of the wait of it with Jesus.  But He took it all.  He felt all of the shame and guilt for me.  While He hung on the cross, He felt the full responsibility of having put an innocent man on a cross, even though it was He, Himself.  How's that for a mystery?

"This then is how we know that we belong to the truth, and how we set our hearts at rest in his presence whenever our hearts condemn us. For God is greater than our hearts, and he knows everything."  1John 3:19-20

 "Let us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of faith, with our hearts sprinkled clean from an evil conscience and our bodies washed with pure water."  Hebrews 10:22

"For if the blood of goats and bulls, and the sprinkling of defiled persons with the ashes of a heifer, sanctify for the purification of the flesh, how much more will the blood of Christ, who through the eternal Spirit offered Himself without blemish to God, purify our conscience from dead works to serve the living God."  Hebrews 9:13-14
      
"For when Gentiles, who do not have the law, by nature do what the law requires, they are a law to themselves, even though they do not have the law. They show that the work of the law is written on their hearts, while their conscience also bears witness, and their conflicting thoughts accuse or even excuse them."  Romans 2:14-15  

I think this last passage points out that in allowing our conscience to condemn us, we are seeking to live by the law or attain our own salvation.  

I believe that the greater we come to know and grasp the holiness of God, the greater our understanding of our own sinfulness will be, but this understanding and regret does not call for us to beat ourselves up over it.  Christ has already taken care of that for us, and an attempt to share the wight of it with Him only mocks His sacrifice.


Speaking of the emotion Christ experienced for us... I love this song by Keith and Kristyn Getty.



Tuesday, January 8, 2013

Making Sense of 1John 5:1-5


Believing Jesus is the Christ (by faith) = being born of God v. 1
IF you are born of God THEN you overcome the world (victory) v. 4
THEREFORE
Faith is victory  v. 4 
AND
IF you believe Jesus is Christ THEN you overcome the world

IF you are born of God THEN you overcome the world (victory) v. 4
IF you believe Jesus is the Son of God THEN you overcome the world (victory) v. 5
THEREFORE
IF you believe that Jesus is the Son of God THEN you are born of God

Obeying  God’s commands =  loving God v. 3
Loving God = Loving God’s child v. 1
THEREFORE
Obeying God’s commands = Loving God’s child

IF you love God + obey His commands THEN you love the children of God v. 2


I always enjoyed my logic class in college.  How fun to apply it in this way!